(If I'm quiet on here, it's because It's exhausting to keep crossposting everything to multiple places, but since this is important, I'll copypaste this thing from last night from Tumblr and FB onto here. I'm in a far worse mood this morning from having to try and convince healthy people of my actually being bloody disabled, so this spiritual mode ( Read more... )

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Yesterday, I just imagined Noki doing what she always loved to do with me, loafing on my chest, but with Jaffar, in the great beyond.


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Title: The Emerald Meadows
Author: Snowgrouse
Fandom: The Thief of Bagdad (1940)
Pairing: Jaffar/Princess (gen)
Rating: G (although with themes probably better understood by teens and up audiences)
Genre: Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Spiritual
Warnings: Animal death
Length: ~3000 words
Summary: Jaffar's family comes to terms with the death of ( Read more... )

Best condolences I've had so far:

-"Don't cry, Auntie! Noki's in heaven!" --the wee nephew, with a voice full of conviction. The little dude has inside information on these things.

-ataslightangle, when I said Noki had better be pouncing Connie in the afterlife: "#probs bitching to each other about how much fapping they've witnessed". The most accurate thing I ( Read more... )

(English translation underneath; this theme of the kurnau was something I thought I would write the day she would finally no longer say kurnau. Now the day has come, and so has the--disjointed, but necessary--piece of writing. It was originally in Finnish in my head, so that's why the Finnish comes first ( Read more... )

RIP Noki, The Black Beast of Aargh, Liquorice-Nose, Soot, Fluffypants, Norppatiikeri, my constant friend of the 12 years I've lived away from home ( Read more... )

Give a warm birthday cuddle to Noki, 17 years today. <3

Click through for extra fluff. And you can still see the traces of that scar in the middle of her nose from when she ripped a bit of it off on Christmas Eve. I'm glad it's healing now, going back to its normal liquoriceness!


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-Finished reading Mirages and I'm SPIRITUALLY EMPTY. The next edition of Anaïs's unexpurgated diaries can't come too soon. I was so glad she finally found Rupert Pole at the end because she always becomes so miserable whenever she has some stupid shrink undermining her self-esteem (as in making her doubt and analyse fucking EVERYTHING to the point ( Read more... )

Have you guys seen the music for cats thing yet? That totally works. Noki has been so zombified recently that it's made me very very sad, but these got her to perk up and flick her ears. I downloaded Cozmo's Air and she was purring along to that! I am in tears here :3333 And I love that particular one myself--it's really wonderful and warm (and I' ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, the clomipramine I blagged off the vet really does seem to be working on Noki. She's actually let me sleep for two nights and has mostly been slumping. I feel a bit guilty about it, because I've been on so many antideps that tired the fuck out of me and hate to think I'm just basically sedating her up to her eyeballs, but she also seems ( Read more... )